Why?

By hearing the news of the war from middle east rescently,
I have been really painful.
My heart have been weeping everyday
So many questions flow into my mind make me hardly breathe.

Why people can not realize killing people is not the way lead to peace?
Why people can not understand having a war just make people to hate each other even more??
Why people can not listen to the voice different from them?
Why people can not stop representing the others in theirselves projection of fear?
Why people can not stop being so superiority, and think from the other people's position?
Why people can not stop having the desire of controling the other people?
Why people can not see the oppression rised because of the unfair world?
Why people can not see how they trample down the other people and always ask why other people always angry at me?
Why people can not see themselves might be wrong?

Why people can not let the world be equal?
Why people can not let the other be themselves?
Why? WHy? WHy? WHy? WHy??

Why people can not learn, and always let the blood run over the earth?????
Tell me why?

Night Light Sight Up

Every morning the summer light wake me up!
I feel sick of light 'cause it never shine me up

Two cups of coffee,
Two jugs of juices,
I still not wake up

I felt nothing from summer light
'cause I came from where it comes up

Two things I like more than a coffee cup
one is night, another is perfect sight
Take me to the kindest night
and I will be in my summer light

chair/table/lamp/on/paper/in front/
read/got/nothing/coffee/cigarette/back/
read/more/confuse/stop/clean/plates/yesterday/
think/sit/sofa/TV/nothing/DVD/old/remembering/
nearly/stop/walk/shop/coke/sweet/try/not to smoke/
sweet/finish/thinking/no/smoke/fail

Recording at 10:43 13July06
Using one word to what is around you and what you are doing
lets other imagination flow

I've never wana be alone

I've never wana be alone.
But I need to be alone.

........ to be continued ^_^ (Just feel so strongly about these two sentences recently)

2 hours on my way home

9/7/06
22:01 I'm in a pub in Covent garden
Italy beats France 5-3 in a penalty shoot-out win the world cup of 2006
The aura soon reaches its peak through every corner in Cental London.


22:45 I'm in Piccadilly circus with my friends.
Here is full of the sounds of cheering.
flags are flying.
Horns are sounding.
London is vivrating.

My friends and I am woodenly standing there,
shareing the moment of joy.


23:01 I don't wana go home
But my friends are leaving
I walk alone along Piccadilly
Trumpeted cars block it
Lots groups of friends cheer out on the street
Somehow I feel fullfilled by just watching all these
Their passion makes me so excited


23:17 I don't wana go home
I am in front of Green Park
I make several calls to friends, and express my thrill
Nobody feel the same as me.


23:27 I don't wanna go home
I am in Hyde Park Corner
I walk through xxxxx
The sounds of cheering start drawing away from me
Few passerbys also walk alone like me


23:30 I don't wanna go home
I am in Knightsbridge
I see three ladies and two gentlmen dressed nicely walking into a posh door
The archetecture looks like some embassy, but there is no flag
I glimpse at the lordly door for few seconds
Wondering what is the party going on in there


23:37 I don't wanna go home
I am passing by a quiet cafe resturant
The light diffusing through its gauze warms my heart
I stop my steps as my mind dither


23:44 I don't wana go home
I turn into Sloane Street
My bat is far away from me
I can't barely hear any cheers or horns from the street
What welcome me is a beautiful bright full-moon
The moon is taking me home

The street is so quiet
I pass by a private garden near my house
In between the bushes is a double bench lounged under the vivid street light
I missed him so much

At this cool summer night
After flaming passion
What leaves me is myself alone again


00:01 I don't wanna go home
I am at my home.

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p.s. "xxxx" is the arch in the middle of hyde park cornor. Anyone knows the name of it?